Sitting here listening to Emma fight her nap............I love her so much and I feel blessed everyday but damn I need a moments peace! I am in tears,  and I am exhausted! I can't even get my brain to function most days. I love all my kids but some how I lost myself when I became a mother. Sometimes I feel selfish in thinking this way..........if I just had time for myself would I have more patients? Being a first time mom is hard and you think the next one you'll have all your shit together!

Being a mom is the ultimate sacrifice! You give up so much! Would I change a thing............never!
My kids are my world and I couldn't even imagine my life any differently! My sacrifices were worth the reward!

I have a dirty house, haven't brushed my teeth, ate a meal, or showered and its pretty frustrating I would love to do something with my hair but it's just thrown up in a bun and I am still in my Pajamas. My kids get the new cloths and the new hair cuts...........I haven't got my hair in 7 months and the last time I bought an outfit was before Emma was born! Why? Because that is one of the sacrifices!

I would love to go get my hair done instead of have to buy a $25 can of formula! Hey my kid has to eat and my hair can wait a little longer!

Am I happy everyday? Yes! Am I happy every moment? No!

My days are busy and short! There is never enough time to what I need to do and I have priorities first...........sorry the spa will have to wait! Okay lets be honest I have never been to the spa even before I had kids!

I think we all lose a little bit of ourselves when became parents but who said we have to lose all of ourselves?

Time to take some mommy time and not feel guilty about it!